nothing more than a little of hope

About 27 hours left before I have to leave my home sweet home to go back to Lendu. I have no expectation towards this up coming semester. My cousin once said that high expectation will bring you to a big disappointment.Yes, I totally agree with that. Don't you?

I told my mother that I am not in the mood to go back to Lendu continue my 5th semester. i never feel this way before, but there is no reason, I just don't have that feeling right now. The feeling like I always feel whenever it comes to study. The feeling when I meet my friends on the first day of new semester.

I have a mix feeling to go back to Lendu. I am  more looking forward to finish my 5th semester although it is not even start yet. Hope this semester is better than the previous semester. May Allah ease everything through out the semester.

=') 

Ujian

Ujian merupakan pentas bicara dan didikan Tuhan.
merupakan graf jatuh bangun sebuah kehidupan
dan yang pasti..
semua akan melaluinya.

Ujian itu.
Mungkin itu cara Allah menyatakan bahawa diri kita terlalu bergantung pada dunia.

Atau mungkin, itu cara Allah mengingatkan kita, agar jangan terlalu bergantung harap pada dunia.

Atau mungkin, itu cara Allah memberitahu kita bahawa sudah tiba masanya kita kembali kepada Dia
kerana kita sudah lama melupakan Dia.

Mungkin, Allah rindu kita.
terlalu rindukan kita.

=)